I am ill content

I want to be doing more...but less.

I'm pretty sure that makes sense.

My room is starting to look cluttered again. There's stuff in here that I don't use/need.

I don't want the corners to have stuff stuck into them...and I need my wall space back. I'm going to take down that wicker shelf and possibly throw it out. I picked it up off the street, anyway.

I really miss my mom. It hits me hard sometimes. Like, it shouldn't just be my dad and me here.

Let's see.
Money for California: $700. (200 down, 500 to go)
Curlformers or ...meh. I have bills to pay. I need to pay my health insurance and the thingie...the internet/cable. The gas bill is also coming up in about a week.

So....that means by next Friday I need about $270 that isn't part of my regular income. WAIT! no, that's not true. Eh. I don't know. I need to pencil it out on paper.

Topaze looks so comfortable with his head on my pillow.

I'm going to Yonkers tomorrow...that should be interesting. My dad's job is sending him up there to pick up a truck, and they would have had him take a taxi...so he convinced them to give me the money instead and I would drive him all the way up there. Somehow that worked out to only $30...not sure how that makes sense...but yeah.

I've never driven that far north before, so it should be cool. =)

I feel like reading a book. Actually, I haven't read any fan fiction in quite a long time. Might check that out...but it's so hard to find any GOOD ones.

Laters.