the reinvention of self

Who is the person I want to be? Clearly I'm no longer the person I used to be...

I found a quote on Pinterest the other day and it rang really true.

So, I may as well remake myself.

I want to be an artist and a writer. Those are the only two things that really make me feel happy or fulfilled. The two things I turn to when I have nothing else to fall back on. When my world is falling apart.

I want to be the woman (not girl...I may as well not be a girl anymore, after all I've been through) who is beautiful and secure in who she is. In who I am.

The woman who is a published author. Who creates beautiful art. Who is in tune with nature and ...sometimes I want to be the boho hippie who isn't afraid to walk barefoot and other times I want to be the classy minimalist who sips a latte in a coffee shop. There's nothing wrong with being both, is there?

Sigh. I don't think I can make myself into someone. I think I'm just going to be whoever it is that I'm becoming.

I dunno.

I dunno.