What to do if you feel like talking to him?

But that would be unfair to him....because I'm never going back to him. Would that make him sad? If I called? Would I like it if someone did that to me? Would that be playing with his emotions? He deserves better than that.

I should not call him.

Otherwise I'd be sending mixed signals. I don't mean to do that. Would it be sending mixed signals? He said he didn't call on purpose because he knew I'd never pick up.

The aquarius part of me wants to call just to be unpredictable. But it's not nice to be unpredictable with someone's emotions. I don't want karma to screw me over even more. But I feel like talking to him.

I have to leave for work in 25 minutes anyway. So there's no point, right?

Right.

(I wish I could feel as convinced as I sound)

Am I getting my period soon? Is this hormones? I don't like WANTING to talk to people. It's an unpleasant feeling. Somewhere in the chest region. A sort of craving. I don't like it one bit.

Nope.

NOPE.

NOOOPE.