summer stuff

It's been a while since I've blogged.

In the meanwhile, we've moved, I've completed all the learning days of a summer course (the third midterm is tomorrow and the final on wednesday) and commenced being the housekeeper/caretaker of our new home while my mom is recovering/being really....taxing.

It's all pretty taxing. But why should I complain? If all that happens in my life is taxing and trouble and difficulty, maybe that's all my life is.

Sucks, that.

I'm sitting at the table right now by the vending machines with my study group; there's four of us regulars...Estefania, Stephanie, and Aamirah. We get along pretty well and study well together. I'm just distracted today. Really tired. Sleepy, even.

I've tried eating, drinking water, listening to dubstep and christmas music and pop music and rap, and nothing wakes me up. Not for more than ten minutes at a time though. It's a lot to remember, all these reactions. There's carbohydrates and amines and phenols, proteins and amino acids. And that's just going to be on tomorrow's midterm.

Everything is going to be on the final next Wednesday.

Ah well. I did well on the last midterm. Hope I can just pass this course so I can finally know that I've really graduated. So I can hold my diploma in my hand and know that I've actually accomplished something with the last six years of my life.

One day.

One.....day.

P.S. I'm also finally reading Wuthering Heights. It's terrible and great at the same time. It's engrossing, but terribly so in the sense that none of the characters are happy and they're all full of vice. To the extreme. But I can't put it down. =)