So I want to know why he keeps contacting me.
Is it because he wants to remain friends? And I don't?
Is it because he never could take no for an answer? That's not true. It just sounded cliche, and I felt like using it.
Is it because I'm a great person and he can't stand to be without me? Hah. Clearly not.
Then why? Does he want answers? Answers to what? I didn't get them when I needed them, so he can certainly learn to do without.
It must be because I usually give in and respond. I'll answer a text or a phone call, albeit days later, because I'm worried that something might have happened - that he might need me. And then I'd want to be there. You don't just throw away five years of friendship.
Except you can.
And I'm choosing to.
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