it's been so long.

It's been much too long since I blogged on here.

I need it again. It seems like I need it every spring.

I went to Cincinnati...and I loved it. I loved every moment of it. I experienced so much there...that I can't begin to write it all down. At least not yet.

I'm confused now, two months later, but that's another story that's connected to the first.

I think I'm going to try out the hippie lifestyle. Not for the dressing, but for the philosophy of it. I need to be happy, at peace, non-judgmental. Plus their styles of dressing and fixing the hair are awesome, but that's really not the point.

I need to focus on the here-and-now. I've been looking so far into the future and imagining it as if it's happening now that I've lost sight of what's going on at this point in my life.

I've lost sight of the steps I need to take to even get to my future.

I have to analyze things the way they are now, and do what needs to be done now, in order for things to work out a few months/years down the road.

I might even be on the wrong road right now, but I don't know this for certain, so I won't comment on it yet. It bothers me, though. A lot.

This spring is going to consist of the biggest life changes for me, ever. I'm growing up this spring, I think.

And this will be a good thing.

I think.