Secrets

I fear
I dream
I fight
myself

I wish
I hope
I burn
within

I think
I cry
I despair
sometimes

I run
I fall
I succumb
often

I want
to be
someone else
than me

but I want
that someone else
to truly
be me

I take
I take
I take
then give

I feel
more than
I see
in life

I lie
I hate
I smile
and fake

just
because
the truth
is hard

I keep
it here
my untold
angst

I want
to be
the one
who's free